Feelings

That feeling of your heart sinking into the pit of your existence.

That feeling of your whole body shaking recklessly as if you’re going to break.

That feeling of your limbs going numb as you lie on the floor like a limp body.

That feeling of your thoughts unraveling all at the same time;

As they all jumble together into a bigger mess. 

That feeling of your soul being sucked out of your body until you’re a lifeless manikin.

That feeling of staggering pain shooting through every muscle, tissue and ligament in your body.

These feelings that make letting go seem easier.

These feelings that make life maybe not so worthwhile.

These feelings that always come and never really leave.

These feelings that make you question who you are and what you’re doing.

These are the feelings that kill me….do they kill you too?